Life Right Now

Life right now for me just seems to be crazy. I am going through school trying my best to get good grades and still seem to fail but yet the Lord is amazing in helping me through it all. Without Him there would be no reason why I would already have finished one degree and almost done with another.
But another way in that life is crazy my boyfriend and I just put in applications to Harvest Christian School in Guam. Oh my word... possibly moving to Guam without anything besides our clothes. We do not know where we would be living or how we will be getting to work or even how we are going to be able to afford our plane tickets over there, but God is amazing in that if that is where he wants us then he will provide everything that we will need. I am just in awe of what God has brought me through and how he has changed my aspect on things. I used to be very scared of things, like when my boyfriend said he wanted to join the military, I was so scared but now if he wants to do that I am so excited for him. Right now he is working on his degree in Criminal Justice so that one day he can become a police officer which is kinda scary but I am just so excited for him in that he has found something that he really enjoys.

Another way in that life is crazy is that I know in just about eight months or less (I hope) my boyfriend and I will be engaged. (After about 10 years of being friends I think it is about time). This is exciting. A lot of our friends are engaged or getting engaged which is weird because we are not supposed to be old enough to be getting married. Yet one of my friends just had a baby about 3 days ago. Wow we are growing up and becoming adults... when did this happen? It came so fast and yet somedays it feels like the day will never end but when you look back it looks like it was a long time ago. I just can't wait for the day when it is my turn to be getting married... How exciting. I know what it is like to always be the bridesmaid but never the bride but one day my turn will come.
Life is just crazy but if it were boring what would the fun be in that?